I have been tormented by such hideous demons
I have seen the flames of hell
I have heard the howls of the tormented
Though I have never left this world
I have seen this
Because I have filled my mind with sin
With wrath, with lust, with sloth
I have condemned myself without giving the lord a chance
I have sentenced my self to eternal damnation
I need to surrender, to give up and bow and tell him
“You oh gracious god is the only one who can save me.”
I do repent my sins
I do seek forgiveness
Not just from him but from myself
I have been tormented by such hideous demons
The worst one being my mind